Forget-Me-Not

I get jealous, my stomach churns.

Being able to finally be open and honest with you really opens my eyes.

thissnigguh:

I’m always tempted to fling myself infront when it’s so close, am I the only one?

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am I such a jealous person.

I sometimes hate that we’re both involved in music.

But saying that makes me feel really bad.

I’ve had, once again, the hardest time being strong today.

schismlion:

I want this. So. FREAKIN. BAD.

I remember buying this for my ex. I wish I could get it back. ._.

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So I guess he and I will just have to wait till tomorrow to open our presents?
I love you sweetie!
Can’t wait to see his reaction <3

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SPiderman

http://www.papercraftcentral.net/2009/03/3d-origami-spiderman/

Pooh Bear

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=R16wbhchraA 

Winnie, Eeyore, Piglet

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=SZQgMJSfY7g&feature=related 

Video of Best Origami

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=RV3DPk8HIJM&feature=related 

Diamond pattern swan

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=GWEbFTdPhpk&feature=relmfu

Penguin

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=iO9ATZXoxn8&feature=results_video&playnext=1&list=PLD8CBD7B4A652F84C 

Batman

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Vx2bFgCX4xA

Hey Dayi,
I know it’s almost 3 in the morning and this message is completely random,
and about half an hour ago hector decided to sleep.
I know that last detail seems irrevelant but right after he fell asleep and we said goodnight, i was overwhelmed with this horrible, lonely feeling-
I guess that’s the best way to describe it.
I’ve been feeling it the past few days; every time he’s busy and can’t talk, i feel I can’t do anything. I’m so unmotivated to go about my day and do what I need and want to do.
I know, i know. What does this have to do with you?
no, it’s not advice.
(well, maybe, but that’s not really why i’m writing.)
About ten minutes ago, I realized that for teh longest time, my happiness has depended so much on another’s love.
When brandon was in the picture, the relationship consumed two years of my life.
I rarely did what I wanted to do, trapped in my emotions and desire to see him constantly.
I never gave myself some “me” time. I never developed my own interests. I never experienced what it meant to make myself happy.
I still don’t know how.
I come to you because for the past eleven years, you’ve been my greatest friend.
And it breaks my heart to realize I haven’t been there for you as much as I should have.
And maybe you don’t know this, maybe you do, but
when I went to your musical theatre show last year
and saw you all happy up on stage,
it made me happy.
Even if i had to pay ten bucks (I was like WUT :O!) to see it,
it was worth it. It was worth coming all the way to that auditorium and coming there to support you, and see you do something you enjoyed doing.
And it’s moments like those where I’m proud of myself- because only then do I act like a good friend: someone supportive and willing to drop everything just to see you even if it was inconvenient to do so.
and I remember telling myself after the break-up with brandon that I would FINALLY have the time to be with my best friend, you, and spend time with you and really nurture our friendship, something I had neglected since freshman year.
And then hector came out of the blue, and I was so amazed that someone could be so sweet and loving and accepting of who I am that I forgot about the promise I made about our friendship.
and it’s hector who’s let me see that it’s not all about our relationship- he still hangs out with his friends and talks to them.
Why am I keeping to myself then?
And I remember being jealous when you’d spend time with other friends and I wasn’t there.
And often i’d wonder, does she enjoy spending time with me?
I’m sorry. I know I’m not exciting, I know I’m a person who’d rather sleep, eat, and read than do anything else.
But you know, I liked the time we ran together around the block with nicole and did some workout,with claudia as our trainer.
It was so much fun.
What I wanted to say is, I miss you. I miss coming over; I miss those times when nicole would also be there, and clau, and we’d do fun things.
I’ve forgotten what it’s like to spend time with friends.
It makes me sad because once again, I’m letting my relationship with Hector consume my life.
Honestly, he’s amazing, and I’m so happy with him, so NONE of this is his fault.
It’s mine.
There’s days where I can easily call you and chat with you,
and I end up not doing so.
There’s days I can come over your house and I choose not to,
thinking, “I have stuff to do.”
I’ve lost my motivation to enjoy every day of my life, and I’m really not so happy anymore.
I have a wonderful family and boyfriend,
and I also have you.
I don’t know why I neglect our friendship;
maybe deep down I always feel like you’ll always be there even if we rarely talk or see each other.
but i don’t think that’s fair to you.
the point is, I miss having friends.
Not just any friends, I miss you dayi.
I’m so sorry. I know i apologize so often for my behavior and attitude towards our friendship but please know every now and then, i do think of you.
I’m so happy you got into FIU. I’m applying there right now.
I’m having the hardest time lately with my life, but i always feel like you have it harder.
and I want to help you with that.
I hope you’re sleeping well and I hope you had a good day.

Goodnight pumpkin,
thank you so much for reading this.

When we’re cleaning the house, I like to put my mom’s music on.

Sure, I have the chance to put my music, but I like letting her enjoy what she likes.